firstly, i feel like bhfrb3kb3k for the screwup and i don’t know. the thing was that we could have won. we could have but no one really looks as could haves do they? they see it was a way of explaination. an excuse. no one really sees that sometimes you can train and work but not get anything out of it. but its over now. lixuan told me to use it as inspiration to work hard and really, i’m going to. i want to go somewhere. but its gonna take hard work and lots and lots of motivation and i’m scared that once again, i’m gonna let someone down. let myself down.

legacy.

next is faith. in faith, i’ve been a let down too. so many times He has come to me and i’ve been drawn in only to push away. i don’t want to be like that anymore. its something i keep saying but once again i’m scared.

sounds so easy doesn’t it? when your scared to let someone down, just make the attempt so you won’t why does it seem so much more than that? like i know i’m gonna let someone down, like its meant to be.

steph’s cfing on fri. she went last week too. i want to go too but once again, the S word.

Scared.

i don’t even know half of what i’m talking about. just i need some change.

i’m back on the baking kick after the sprinkle incident at stc (kat and bird’ll know). haha. but damn sad. baking reminds me of weizhen my beloved food partner. (this is where i’m supposed to enter pic of us at the funfair). baked nutella cookies the other day. haha. i thought it was alot but it all got finished and demand for more. law of demand and supply! hahaha. and i’m like the supplier hahaha. this weekend my current plan is rocky road brownies and choc chip cookies. haha. but i’ll get lazy plus i have a ton of work to do. like seriously. en and i listed it out.

1.GP articles (like 20 million or smtg)

2.Chinese zuo ye

3.Chinese newspaper articles (times 2)

4.Chinese random writing thing

5.Lit essay

6.GPP

can’t rmbr what else. at least i got bloody PI and econs project out of the way. haha. the library was damn packed with people rushing to print theirs out. haha. i was up till like 230 this morning doing. which makes sense that i should be sleeping now especially considering i have trng tmr morning.

OH YEAH! 7.TUITION HMWK. hahaha. FTP kept laughing at me cause one tuition homework is to like pack my file. haha. she keeps telling me to pack my file! haha. and i’ve got lines to write for stupid econs definition. annoying.

haha. speaking of econs, en was damn funny today in econs. like there was some qn on bus companies and she turns to me and asks “you mean there’s more than one bus company?” HAHAHA. i spent like the whole lesson telling her about the buses with white numbers and green lights. the only bus number she knows is 74 okay! hahaha. so she told me she was going to go sit at the bus stop and observe all the buses. haha. LMAO. needless to say, mdm saw scolded us for talking/laughing too much.

this week i basically alot of slack going home early days. i’m just so tired all the time okay. can’t stand it. haha. and i want to resolve to buckle down and study hard but i just can’t seem to. rarrr.. i’m quite screwed lah.

WEDS was me, number one, cute girl and honey at the track meet to support shawnia and dharshini. hahaha. mainly hobbes lah. hahaha. he runs damn fast lah. like whoosh. i’ve got a pic of him running! haha. but its in my camera and you know the story.

gosh this is a long post. haha. i’m still supposed to post lyn’s post. ooh theory pictures + a thousand words so more pics less words no? okay new blogging resolutions. 1.PICS UP ASAP. 2.to blog like way shorter. 3.to blog like wayy more frequently. hahahaha.

okay random. nam just found out that i didn’t go to aus. to quote him exactly-”i can’t believe i’m so innocent to believe a she-devil like you”. HAHAHAH. my last game is on this coming mon. YJC. send me your prayers people. haha. i have craving for da paolo cupcakes. there’s alot of movies i wanna watch (enter spiff!!! hahah. stupid idiot didn’t stc funfair. throw rocks at her.) i miss kat, kris and denise. i have alot of books to read. i really don’t wanna organise my file.

song stuck in my head -our song. “when we’re on the phone and you talk real slowww. cause its late and your momma don’t know.” haha. its like addictive. anw i want alot of songs. en’s gonna send me. faberdrive is nice! haha. her influence from tonguetied.

okay really. this weekend is to catch up on works. and anyone like me, you’d better do the same. take care people, go eat nutella and be happy.

Basketball camp is tomorrow and its promised to be a rather exhuasting experience. i need to stock up on rest so kindly forgive me if i do not report on today’s rather lovely outing with my two friends, Lyn and Stephanie.

WHAHAHAHA. don’t i sound all posh and formal man. hahaha. so anyway like i was saying, today was a lyn and steph day which was amazingly awesome. and i have a heck load of pics to put up on this new blog/wordspress thingy so stay tuned. i’ll be back from camp on thurs at 1130, don’t know if there’ll be an og outing that day but anw, keep viewing the beautiful blog. haha.

rundown of my week. two of the most emotionally exhuasting days of my life, cjc for kris’s birthday, jo and jordan for balling, school, class, leadership module, og lunch at nydc, results, training, competition, wileen’s party, jumper with the family and 10000BC with steph and lyn today.

enter the hot couple. the one with the hunter’s mark and the one who speaks to the spear tooth. think ice cream under hottt sun man cause i am like so melting.  go watch 10000BC, loves.

much more on everything when i come back. miss me till then.

 blogger screwed up. so i’m here now.

more later. unscrew the rest first.

this is on friday. so went to school for founder’s day. which is quite a tskk if you ask me. haha. i waited for lyn outside hall. cong huifang and roy came. then we all went in and sat. haha. at first we were like close to the back and i was between lyn and steph!! then moved into LT1 so was between lyn and cong! haha. it was boring through all the speeches but damn funny at some times. haha. sean came after being “sick” for 2 days. haha. he was really sick lah. haha. and i totally forgot how sick he is. haha. they were telling me and lyn about their msn convo and i swear everyone should stop using dove now right lyn? haha. i swear FLEAS is a damn damn disgusting word now. haha.

so sat through all the long long dunno what they’re saying thingys. haha. szus and carey got awards. haha. did all the crazy weird things like pass the nudge/thigh stroke/etc haha. sean with amanda is pure HAHAHA. then cong and i did LT1 thing on lyn. hahahaha. oohh and we did the MRT IQ test on sean. hahaha. cong and janice were designing this tank for some guy. haha. it had i love cong in front in pink!!! hahahahha. reminds me of pink sucks rarrr.. miss wileen and des. the only reason i don’t miss kat is i saw her today!!

after founder’s day, lyn me steph cong shawn and sean holland v-ed. swensen’s. i swear it was damn damn funny. all the random and lame things. cannot stop laughing. haha. like when sean was telling us he was washing his face then he suddenly fainted and shawnia said it was cause HAHAHHA HE SAW HIS FACE IN THE MIRROR!! hahaha. it was damn funny. then my most beloved pink cloud joke! hahaha. and lets see, ooh throwing the knife at the table next to us and hurry eating our food. haha. no lah, we didn’t actually do it. haha. then the og outings to the toilet, i swear i’m so dammit lame man. haha.

after that, shawn had trng and went off. cong went either home or to st nicks. haha. sean had to cut hair so me lyn and steph just went. haha. he was damn embarrassed about us being there or smtg. haha. and i think the hairdresser thinks he’s damn popular cause he has three girls with him. haha. seriously no comment to that kind of statement. haha. and that he told us in sa 10 plus girls want his number (its actually 2, he told me later) haha. anw steph had to go, so me and lyn walked around trying bread. haha. oh man now i feel like eating bread talk’s bread tskk. haha. ooh which reminds me, kimmy was trying to tell me that to go her hse i should take a bus from outside great world’s bread talk only she spelt it break talk HAHAHA. okay i don’t even know why i found that funny. haha. so anw yeah sean was done and he had free time before he went to meet his friend at i think hwa chong. haha. so he sent me down all the way to lido! damn nice of him. haha. i was damn scared i would take the wrong bus or smtg and end up in some ulu place. haha.

anw bus-ed to bukit timah road then from there to town. sean is damn mad funny i tell you. like he wanted me to straight face and i tell you i cmi one. haha. he also couldn’t, he was like laughing like mad. haha. then this hwa chong (i think) guy walked onto the bus and he wanted me to trip him!! haha. and he wanted me to wave to some random acs person. hahaha. it was damn damn funny. haha. really laughed like mad like lyn said i would. aha. and the glowstick bracelet. i swear his expression was like pure HAHAHHA. as well as his reaction when i told him about ___. but okay sean’s a good guy. really. i bet he won’t believe this but i am sincere from the bottom of my heart. haha.

met the class people at lido. apparantly they were hanging out there since like 1? i was damn late, got there like at 4? haha. how do i phrase this? its not that i don’t like my class, its just that sometimes i don’t know how to be me with them? me meaning the noisemaker. hahaha. so line scared man. haha. anw from lido went to forum toysrus. love toysrus man, i’m such a kid at heart. haha. there was this toysrus sign with the trademark slogan “i don’t wanna grow up, i’m a toysrus kid” only haha. the r-us kid was cut off so it read i don’t wanna grow up, i’m a toy. haha. they got wrestling belt thingys for the twins. haha. and there were these damn cute walkie talkies that the girls wanted to get. i swear it was like almost fated. there was some bear for choon min, ice crean for olivia, a basketball for me, a strawberry for en yuan (should’ve been a m&m). the only one who didn’t have a perfect match was poor cindrery. haha. we didn’t get it in the end though.

left and went to taka. and then kat came to meet me. haha. she and choon min were trading their stories haha. then left and me and her went to plaza sing cafe cartel to eat. trading stories and all the fun laughter peace and joy. this is copyrighted from her blog.

“I was telling her how Cjc has alot of hotcute guys, so she got jealous. Then there was like a whole soccer team of hot cute blue-eyed angmoh guys walking round cafe cartel. So we were like :

Me : Lin! To your left, to your left!
Lin : To my right, to my right!
Me : Haha. No seriously, to your left.
Lin : (Turns) GASP. Squeals!”

hahaha. i don’t even remember squealing. what i do rmbr was how hot they were. haha. melts man. then after we just walked around and did our katlin thing. kat like so knows me the best man. haha. and its just so easy. haha. bused home after all.

today which is sat. actually now its tmr cause its like 1246 but thats only if you wanna be technical. haha. i’m damn tired but blogging’s a snow ball thingy. it rolls and get bigger down a hill? makes sense? haha. if i don’t keep up, i’ll always be behind. omg that sounds like one of those posh quotes. haha.

today got woken cause was supposed to do some bank thingy. not interesting at all anw was too late so collected my stuff and went to meeet kat. which i was rather late for. haha. anw going out with kat is as usual pure love but only wileen wasn’t there. rarrr and neither was that tskk bird. haha. GBOP! haha. we’re getting there damn pretty waterbottles, its like fated man, they’re in our colours. haha.

kat got her craving for spaghetti after spelling the ones from some shop. i got my cupcake yay! dammit nice. haha. and yoghurt. i swear yoghurt’s my new love. strawberry and oreo. i heart man. haha. saw liv at island creamery. haha. kat met her parents at 630 plus. i was being retarded and telling kat in the hip hop voice “yo you kat’s parents, i kat’s friend. we have kat in common” haha and she dared me to do that to her parents. haha. and when i didn’t dare she happily went to tell them. haha. anw left to go kim’s and was walking to the bus stop when i realised that my shoe bag wasn’t with me. haha. felt like such a loser. went hunitng and found it in royal sporting house. haha.

bused to kim’s and clever me managed to find my way to the court. haha. kim has bangs!!! and the black plastic specs. i told her she looks like a nerd. and she acts like she’s damn in cause of her bangs. haha. she says bangs are cool and that i should go cut. i told her i’ll look damn stupid lah. haha. abc with kim who’s damn lucky, the wind always blows her ball so it falls nicely into the hoop. jo came and we balled like mad. haha. damn fun. later kim’s bro kenneth came to ball some too. his hair is army short and he looks better! haha. anw the second round, i’m really quite upset that i didn’t ball as well. i was too nervous and i dunno what. haha. kim said i looked damn blour on court. anw that game was a little yeah. like almost with a fight? rarrr.. but kim’s bro is damn nice and sweet man. he it hink msged kim to apologised and brought us drinks? like aww right. like at 1015 plus? bused home.

oh i heard we got our classes. should be same for me though give or take some people.

i miss this too. taken from sri’s blog. entitled the biggest clique ever. haha. love and miss them like crazy. i have the ‘i miss you like crazy’ song stuck in my head.

our og girls!

whoa this pic is super blur. kindly squint to see my gorgeous face.

till next time.

haha. cong the tsked found my blog with a google search. she typed lin grace malone and looked haha. and now she thinks she’s very clever.



haha. lets see. today i’ll talk about the today and the yesterday. yesterday was mainly playing cards. haha. lectures are the biggest tsk. haha. i think i’m quite a bad influence. haha. ysd nothing much, after school took a train with lynda. haha. i convinced her to go to alter her skirt. haha. met jo in town. ate yoghurt which is pure love. i should have gotten the strawberry one though tsk. oh wells, next time. haha. then i slept on the bus going home with her. i swear, she’s so whining. homed and later the two of us went to ball. amanda came later. haha. i suck not at balling. and my cheek really hurts cause some guy rammed it. i thought it would swell but not that bad. haha. not like the scgs match that time lah luckily.





today was pure HAHAHAHAH. i feel damn happy thinking about it. UNO in the cafe with lyn weeliang roy jonathan. haha. me and lyn kept being first or second. go team ly/in!!! haha. and i swear, our whole group kept saboing one another. it was damn funny. haha. and jonathan is pure NATO man -No Action Talk Only. haha. he kept saying the only reason why we won was cause ladies first. wth right? haha. i told him he should win then. haha. and UNO is a game of skill man, lyn would so sgree with me. haha. and i tell you roy keeps suaning me! okay i dunno if i spelt it right. suan-ing. suan? hahahahha. you know what i mean lah. haha. its damn funny. haha. its all my thick skin comments lah. haha. you know lyn was complaining she was damn hot and like so of course the natural thing for me to say was that it was cause i was there and then roy happily said the only reason why i’m hot was cause my skin is so thick? like wth? HAHAHAH. cannot stop laughing.

but oh the absolute funniest was HAHAHA. math class with cong. i swear, i was laughing so hard then i thought i was going to cry. haha. cong was crying man. haha. even kenneth couldn’t stop laughing. hahaha. so damn funny. the math class secret man, you’d have to sit with us to get it. cong rocks man.

cindrery says that i’m a compulsive liar and that one day i’m gonna tell her that i had a siamese twin. HAHA. i think so too. the first part at least. haha. it was damn funny cause today i was telling amanda smtg and it was true okay and they believe me cause i also yeah.. haha. and i told shawn my parents were afriecan american haha and he believed till i started to smile. haha. ooh and i was telling benjamin meifang and yun zhang i was a choir girl. haha. only mei fang steadfastly refused to believe me. haha. she’s so cute.

i still miss my pinafore. ryan calls me pinaforella. HAHA.



ooh another high point. lyn and cong would get this the best. haha. it was at the void deck meetmeattheclub og outing!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. damn funny. let me hint to you. bongo music, lap dacers, pole dancers, VIP (HAHA team ly/in duh) not to mention our two poles -shawn and kenneth. hahahaha. it was damn damn funny, cannot stop laughing. haha.

benjamin is the best i swear. he came at like 12 just for physics. haha. crazy. he still can tell me he woke up late and watched tv. haha.




after school today was me lyn cong brenda yunzhang shawn jonathan and cong’s friend marcus to marina square to meet up with our most beloved MEIXI and NAM! hahaha. we went bowling. lyn lin and brenda are like tied for lousiest. anam i think is the best. haha. my ball rolls damn slowly. and lyn is damn cute. she threw with two hands and got a strike or spare or smtg. haha. and the next time she wanted to throw with two hands, the guys told me to take a video and she ehh and like wanted to hurry throw and the ball went straight into the gutter. haha. damn damn funny. oh and shawn was on the wrong side of the boling alley, he should’ve been on the other side with his fellow pins. HAHA.

meixi saboed me and told them my chinese name tsk. haha. she told them it was opposite to what i am then cong immediately “AN JING” HAHAHHAHAHA. me and meixi kept laughing. then when she told them she saw it in my file, i swear, me and cong practically flew to grab my file. and the tsked shawn later grabbed it and ran. haha. i like chased him across the boling lanes. haha. i think the people were quite tsked. haha. nam was like amusing himself looking through all my pics. he says everytime we meet i must bring my cam and show him all my pics. haha. i got new pics with them today. haaha. soon. when i get to use the other comp. haha. for now i’ll put up all the old pics. haha.

anw after, we all trained home. last left was me and meixi. haha. MEIXI I MISS YOU! haha. she admitted she misses me too, behind that cold exterior, meixi is so sugar sweet.

lyn just called me. she’s so cute. haha. she told me she was on the train looking at our bongo music thing and she just started laughing. HAHAHAH. we’re going to eat ice cream tmr. haha.

MEIXI AND NAM!!! don’t be sad in cj. we miss you guys ohsomuch and we want you to be happy okay!! suez is forever, we won’t forget. but just smile more. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

DEAR KAT, YOU KNOW I MISS YOU TOO AND YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU THE MOST. SOON SOON OKAY? WE’LL MEET AND DO ALL THE STUPID CRAPPY STUFF THAT ONLY WE CAN DO. MUCH LOVE GORGEOUS!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXO

and we call this love.
How could I face the faceless days if I should lose you now? says:
love you too lin =)
I love Lin Grace Malone! says:
The Other Malone. -When expectations exceed reality. says:
AWWWWWWWWW

haha. okay where should i like seriously start? haha. i wanna write about today actually! haha. cause i had a really good day today. first chapel and i was late so i sat next to roy in the extra row. only two of us tsk. haha. sean was behind and i swear he talks nonstop. worse than me, can you believe that? hahahaha. and there was cong’s choir friend whose voice is like whoa amazing. jealous to the max man. haha. so anw i was feeling damn tan from my sunburn on friday (hahaha spiffers if your read this, just do not say anything. i so know your mind.), and i commented on it and HAHA immediately the three of them behind stuck out their arms to compare and whoa no comparison man. haha. so wo bu shuang and i happily went to compare to roy who was next to me. bad bad choice. he’s so tan, i’m seriously snow white man. haha. embarrassing okay. haha. this year i must get tan. so white. haha. regine used to always tell me how i look like the chicken in the chicken rice store. so embarrassing.

ooh and in maths! haha. can’t rmbr. but i know smtg damn funny happened and i couldn’t stop laughing. cong is damn funny. i rmbr writing all over steph’s paper. haha. and lets see. actually its tmr now. haha. i got too much to say! talk about wordy posts to be. haha. the three words in my head now are ‘only the lonely’. whoo! its from mad gab, man. haha. sounds nice somehow. aiyer.. ooh i watched L ysd. the best letter in the alphabet. haha. it was well. boring at some parts, pure disgusting at some and others were smiley yeah. L’s adorable. haha. not my type though -scary eyes. -I AM GOUGDUEGFDUFVBQIUEGFYfUIFIEDUTEDIWEDEKI ANGRY WITH THE COMP! IT KEEPS SIGNING ME OFF AND ON MSN!!- haha. ehh i know why jap movies all so scray. its the under the hair look. haha. i’ll take a pic and post it here soon. haha. so anw we were at shaw. lin lyn steph cong brenda calvin sean and shaw. only brenda didn’t watch the movie lah. and HAHA. alot of fond memories for calvin eh? (it’ll be in later post about the past). ooh in the cinema, we all suddenly realised the lightsticks cong gave us broke. and the preety pretty light. whee. haha. i have picturesssssssssssssss!!!

cong came over today and we did szus’s thing. HAHAHHA. some super funny things, i swear i should not talk so much man. haha. you people will find it out tmr. but i think i should pre apologise to the shawns man. oh but also not like people come here. haha. cong was secretly laughing to herself,, it was damn damn funn.y that’ll be my tmr post.

this pst has no rhyme or rhythm its just a pile of things i find nice/interesting/lame/funny/cool or haha pure LOL. ooh speaking of LOL this is in econs class. mega funny. steph can’t stop laughing at me. so i asked roy if he was staying ac or vjing. and he said ac lah. then me being me said it must be cause i’m in ac right? and hahaha. he asked me to do him a favour and i was like damn suspicious -”what favour? good or bad?” and he was like okay so i was like okay (HAHAHHA that sounds so bimbo man) and you know what? HE ASKED ME TO TAKE A RULER AND MEASURE HOW THICK MY SKIN IS!!! HAHAHHAHA. okay if you don’t laugh now, its cause its funnier if you were there. haha. cong and steph are going for 100 cm. haha. i told him what i told en yuan -that my skin is so thick, if you stabbed me with a knife, it’d bounce right off! hahaha.

today we were discussing eyecandies. haha. quite funny man. the interogation. oohh and speaking of eyes, i saw the prettiest pair of eyes today. light green okay. i’m like so so in love with them. shush. can’t say so much. not right somehow. haha. but always been a sucker for eyes. and his are amazing. haha. kill me now. haha. and en yuan’s friend divya has pretty eyes too. haha. i remember kenneth telling me my eyes have many colours inside! haha. i told them i wore contacts and my eyes are actually blue! haha and the funniest part was that they actually believed me! cause apparantly my eyes are outlined with blue. oh man. so funny. like when sean told me what pumpkin garden stands for (the most amazingly whatthehell before you laugh like crazy explanation), as funny as when sean and i told jonathan that a power forward was for tennis! HAHAHA. second most important position when there were two per team. HAHA. i think my og is pretty amazing. can’t stop laughing. aww.. what the heck. pretty amazing? AWESOME TO THE MAX!! suez is love, man!

let me think of all the funnies.. ooh there was drawing the family tree with cong! haha. only she would get this. haha. and calvin was laughing at my chinese which i’m very happy with my B4 in haha. and he happily told me he got a B3 and even more happily waited for me to comment that its only a grade difference before happily informing me that it was high mother tongue. i swear, i’m gonna throw smtg heavy at him. haha. or simply thrash him at uno. ooh and in the cab! steph’s photo!! WAHA unglam to the max man. hahaha. she’s gonna kill me kill me kill me when i paste it up. haha. and it think its damn random cool i always see olivia at bibi and baba. haha. ooh and there’s this guy who has a porcupine bag. i swear he looks so familiar. he said i look familiar too. we were like staring at each other for like triple counts trying to place each other before we said anything. which is like hahahaha.

on a not as happy not, i miss peisi. we’re so fated man. i drew on this table in econs class “p.s. i love you’ on the day she left and she told me i always should sit there and whoa like ysd econs a just you know followed the group to sit and i was like stoning then i noticed the table. ohmygosh. heartpain. and meixiiiiiiiii.. i miss meixi telling me how irritating i am and refusing to take pictures. i miss her evil stare. i just miss meixi and i want her to be happy and yeah. its not like she’ll read this but, meixiiiiiiiii if you do, just smile okay? don’t be wighpiwhgiohrw already please.

stupid jae breaks my heart. there’s all the others i miss. priscilla nam chen. even though i’ll never tell them this esp the that sean, i’m happy that the two shawns got to stay. truly. and i’m glad for all those who made it, all the rockers who make my day.

shoot, this is getting a leetle too emo. change of subject man.

i think i should go. school tmr and i’m so gonna get eyebags like teabags.

just one picture or a few for now. lets begin way back in O1 (actually i haven’t uploaded the recent ones yet lah)

this is the two ly/ins and steph, the number one queen of blur.

ignore the fat face on the extreme right and focus on the three smilies who never.fail.to.make.my.day.

from O1, outing to shaw. not my whole og, missing quite alot of people rarrr..

okay trust me i have many many more photos but tonight’s so not my night. this post is way wordyer than expected plus the comp keeps rarring when i try to upload pics. plus i’m tired and tmr’s early to school for szus’s birthday. tmr people. anw goodnight sleep well.